小菁菁

2012-01-23T09:52:00.000-08:00

hmmm 5 months jor~~ and I still care bout it~ when only I can let it go wor~ =( haiz~ what a sad new year~ I still feel jealous no matter wad~ >,< haiz~ I dunno wad to do ~ ..... I miss everything =( I really wish I can delete those memories all at once =( i hate what u did to me ='(

Sick

2012-01-15T08:47:00.000-08:00

Now is 12.45am (monday)~ I haven't sleep yet.... doing my stupid essay that teacher gave to me >< Arghhh! I had no idea at all =( plus! I'm sick..... T_____________T haiz get a a scold from S cause didn't drink enough of water =P hehehe~ Dun angry ya~ I'll recover soon. ;) thanks for your care handsome ^^

Anyway, my petbro's birthday is coming soon~ well, i suppose to wish him n giv him a present~ just because he make me angry that day, i dun feel wanna do all that right now =/ I know I'm bad. but.......it's really test my patience that day >< . besides that, he had a girlfriend already. no need a suprise from dizz little sister la~ == forget bout it~ really wanna see what's his reaction when I didnt wish him~ well, can't blame me~ so.... I wanna apologize first ^^ sorry gor =)

Busy Days.....

2012-01-11T13:59:00.000-08:00

Days getting more busy and busy....
and I getting more tired and tired.....
so suffering =( I cant get any enough sleep....
haiz

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T11:25:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!!! =] A new year, new hope, new wishes for me =). Hmmm... I dunno why I'm still waiting~ why arh? haiz.. just depends on fate. Anyway, school gonna reopen soon and I'm will busy as a bee >,<

Don't worry 顺哥哥！I still will accompany you =) hahaha! you're not gonna get bored >,< I hope this new year will makes you even more happiness than 2011. You'll find a better one. Don't be upset anymore. See you like this makes me so worry .

Same to u Bobo =]. I hope you really happy without me ^^. I really wish you're happy =) even though I know you're not gonna come back ^^haha! I know it's stupid for me to still waiting. but then I dunno why~ I still wait. Hmmmm stupid huh? ^^ .

well, its getting late~ everyday be panda >,< first day of school got tuition~ Aiyoooo......... Looks like I won't get enough of sleep then =) once again, wish you all happy new year .... Muacks! ^^

2011-12-28T20:07:00.000-08:00

Today I got receive school text books ^_^ so thick =.=" haih~ SPM SPM~~~~~ This 3 letters keep appear in my mind~ T_T School is coming soon~ I'm not ready yet~ huhuhu. Hmmm what I wanna wish for my new year 2012? hmmmmm..... only YOU know what I wish....

Christmas~

2011-12-24T09:27:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas.....looks like dizz time I'm alone to celebrate it =]
I feel so tired today~ so many people went to Beach Cafe celebrating christmas~ and so many couples outing today ==
Santa oh santa~ what gift would you give me dizz time~?
I'm waiting.. =]

I miss my holidays!!

2011-12-21T12:48:00.000-08:00

Awww... 2011 gonna end soon... My SPM is waiting for me...
Ermmm.. straight A's huh? I don't know whether I can do it..
Looks like next year must push up myself~
Gonna become a busy girl~=)
Early in the morning goes to school...come back and get ready to help my dad in restaurant...
How am I gonna study and do my homework~?
I have no idea at all..
Feel so stress about it~
Physic and Addmaths A+ ? I guess my tutor is too confident on us~ I never pass my add maths!
How I wanna get A + for my tutor ~_~
They say practise makes perfect. But I don't think I got do any revision on it~
Yeap~ maybe it's because of this! But I still lazy on it~
OMG!!! what to do =(

I'm DONE..

2011-12-20T11:41:00.000-08:00

Why always I'm the one to suffer?
Why they always treat me like this?
When this pain gonna end?
I'm tired of everything!
Sometimes I wish my brain has a "DELETE" button to remove every memories that I hate.
I miss my old ME... Anyone can build a time machine so I can go to the other side?

I'm tired writing those messages that you never seem to read.
I'm tired being a friend of u when I always get hurt.
I'm tired thinking that you may like me, when it'll never come true.
I'm tired filling up my diaries about you.
I'm tired crawling into my bed to hug Husky and playing back those memories.

I'm tired...

I admit that I'm kinda regret cause l let go our relationship.
But this decision makes me realise that you're not serious in this relationship.
You're not honest.
And you're so irresponsible........
I hate myself trust you so much~

I know I can live more better without you. MORE HAPPY! MORE HAPPINESS!

2011-12-18T21:34:00.000-08:00

Today wake up at 1pm~ so late~ Last night I told my petbro about everything that I don't like the way he treat me =) Well, I feel more better after tell everything out~ but i never thought that he will become moody... I'm sorry... I just wanna become like brother and sister like we used to be~ not strangers~ he said he wan busy studying~ when he's no mood he will come to let me comfort him~ How about me? when I got some problems that need to share, where is he? when I need his comfort, where is he? Come to me when he got some problems? No! I don't want. He always said I'm his sister, but I don't see he act as my brother anymore. I hate it when I type a long messages and the person just reply me with a "oh...". Only Alice S I will get used to it~ =] love my best friend so much =]

2011-12-17T20:09:00.000-08:00

June 2012 huh?~
Looks like since that day u started wanna be with her~
Lie on me for 2 months?
Why you wanna treat me so cruel?
Why you wanna play my feelings?
I'm not a toy for you to play~...
Haiz... It's meaningless for me to know all about it~
You always tell me to be honest on you in everything~
But how about you?

Complicated

2011-12-15T08:52:00.000-08:00

You used to be the place for me to share my problems~
You used to give advice to me and show me the way~
You used to support me when I'm down~
Hmmm....
I guess it isn't as long as used to be~
What happen?~
I like the way u care of me~
But why now you're seems kinda like a stranger to me?
You changed a lot~
...

Broken...

2011-12-12T05:41:00.000-08:00

There's such a thing as holding on

You can love so dearly but find it gone

The things you cherish are soon to leave

I told you once looks can deceive

The memories so bittersweet

My thoughts of you, they aren't a treat

You promised something but surely forgot

The flower told me you loved me not

The sun it faded into the night

The tears they fell like rain from the sky

I held on so tightly never letting go

I promised myself your love would show

But like I said, looks do deceive

You never meant it but I still believed

The stars I wished on, they never fell

The flowers I tore so graciously apart

So many things wasted on a broken heart...